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() My Life Journal,
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Monday, November 29, 2010

Wow, a fight again.
Hmmms..
I don't want things to turn out like last time.
Did I really change in my attitude?
Or is it just towards him?
God, help me.
Again, another dream.
And It happened on the night that we fight.
But in the dream, we were having fun.
Harry, just wanna let you know that I still love you.

9:44 AM

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Holidays are boring -.-
Damn, I can't go out. Only if Daddy is in a good mood, maybe yes.
I seriously miss Harry. I've had my second dream, happened two days ago.
It happens like this. But it doesn't have a proper beginning.
Me and my friends and including my boyfriend were at somewhere and I went to the railing to admire the scenery.
I went alone as it isn't far. Just a few steps.
I was wearing a sleeveless shirt which actually can see the crack of my boobs. -.-"
Then I heard a group of boys coming. They were loud as if trying to get people's attention.
Then my senses says they were behind me. I just ignored. 
Then a guy came next to me and and said " Hey beautiful :)"
Yeah, he smiled and looked up and down at me.
Well, someone complimented me so I smiled back.
I turn a little and saw my ex and his friends. My ex was smiling at me also and I smiled back.
Wow, am I that friendly? Hahah.
At that moment, it was in the evening. Its dark you see.
After that smile at my ex, my boyfriend was behind me and he said, angrily "What the hell are you thinking?!"
Well, from that I knew exactly what he meant after a lot of fights.
His words were like a dagger. It makes me cry right after he stopped talking.
My boyfriend pushed me down and yeah, I fell to the ground and in two seconds, I got back up and ran.
I ran and he was behind, catching up on me. I directly stopped and went to sit at this mystical place.
It's like a fairytale. I sit and cried while he sat next to me and he was crying too.
He stooped crying and went nearer to me. He pull my face, and wipe my tears away.
He gently kissed me and said "I'm sorry, dear. I didn't meant to shame yourself out there. He's your ex you know how sensitive I am."
I kissed him backed and I never said a word.
I got up and went back to where me and my friends were. By the moment, my ex and his friend were gone.
I went to sit with my friends and my boyfriend came.
Sitting alone. So, I went to him and pull him up so he was standing.
I hugged him and I said "It's okay. I love you."
I hugged him again when my head is on his shoulders, I can see whatever that's behind him.
Guess what, I saw my ex. Smiling and walking past us. He winked at me and I just did nothing.
I was then woken up by someone waking me up early in the morning.

So, Harry, If you read this, this the dream which I said that I dream about my ex.
Love ya.

4:07 AM