Updating upon request ;)

I've been missing Harry these days, the feeling I can't let go. Yeah, we did fight about small misunderstandings but I know we will forgive and forget. Looking through pictures of him, reminiscing the memories in my mind, it just made me miss him more. I know he does miss me too. Harry, do you feel what I feel? I know you did said to not cry when I miss you, but I can't help the feeling. I hate being apart from you. When you see other guys messaging me, you will ask me to stop, even though the relationship between me and him are just friends. It's nice to see you jealous, as they say jealousy means that person really cares for you. And sometimes you'll say that you don't want me to leave you like before. Our blog, even if you update with short, sweet sentences, it still makes me cry. I can't really imagine life if you hadn't came back to me. Things that hurt me inside the most is when you get mad at me, when you never wish me goodnight before I go to sleep. My brain start to think about what you are thinking and what are you feeling. From there, my night will not be as peaceful unlike the times when I really know that you're okay. 8 month and 19 days. I want these days to be worth while. Don't want it to be filled with misery and sorrow. Warm hugs from you makes me feel safe and secure. Right now, my night are cold and no one is here to hug and keep me warm inside out. Your love stands out from the rest, I can't help it. Wherever I go, some of the places has footstep that were left by us. And if I'm alone or waiting for somebody, I'll go to the exact spot and giggle at myself. Thinking how memorable and enjoyable the time that we spent. Harry, why must we be so apart?  I only get to meet you once a month, sometimes never. This Thursday, we'll be meeting up. You got to treasure every moment with me. Because, you going have to wait for one month more just to see me. I love you.

-Sam Keen